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Jan. 26th, 2008 @ 11:25 am
EVERY THING IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111111111111111111111111111twotwo two two two twotwo two twwwwwwwwwwwoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

wow Dec. 10th, 2006 @ 11:27 pm
I miss having friends, even if I maybe only had 1 that I ever saw.

Oh my, almost deleted Nov. 12th, 2006 @ 04:46 pm
Smilin liar makes me miss when I was civilian, I hate missing my old life because I think too much, I wish i could go back like 2 years and do a few things over again... oh
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» Zombie journal?! oh nos!
Im going to be honest, but I miss LJ. That may be lame but its true. But I miss a lot of things. I miss hair, i miss late nights, i miss lack of responsibility. I miss girls spending the night at my house, i miss people in general spending the night at my house.

I think this week im going to get a gas mask tattoo... i need a new tattoo, yes yes i know i need to get mine finished but i want to get that done where it started...

i dont know if i should get a really cartoony gasmask tattoo or a realistic one or inbetween (which im leaning towards but cant get it on paper). For the third i wanted one of those retro looking female drawings, if i could explain that... which i cant... i keep thinking diner girl/roller girl... i dont know... that or i might just be lame and get an elder symbol.

I cant get enough of the faint lately... i feel like im gonna barf, and i should get some sleep...

someone save me, some how, some way, some time.
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wow... livejournal
» The End of this Trail
So, I feel that I might regret the decision I made, but it's the one I made and that's a bit more important. I'm leaving a lot behind but I am not too worried about being without it, no offense any one.

I'm afraid of what I could become or how I might end up.

I think the girl at rag stock thought I was pretty lame, told me I was buying girl pants, um, duh? I replied "yup".

I seem to be a size 9. Although I know size 11 girl pants are too short for me, but semi-close.

Listening to some freeze pop. I am all done at shinders too, sad. I wish I was still cute like freeze pop... maybe. I've just become so much more independant and what not :/ oh well.

Things feel unwell, at least it will all be changing soon.
» get together?
I was thinking about having pretty much any one interested over on the 18th as a last get together before i leave.

Normally my get together things aren't super fun or anything but ill supply a stereo, a tv with video games or movies or something... depending on the weather maybe there is a chance of a small bon-fire-ish thing...

and cooties the board game...

i dont know... ill probably end up enjoying it but thinking it could have been better, i don't have a friend group i just have friends so things like this never work out. but oh well.

bring a friend or two? ideas? food/drink... ill try to supply at least some.

any way, Im thinking saturday the 18th... come whenever you want, well no, between noon and 9 i guess... maybe later depending, i guess i dont wanna be up all night because i might consider playing one last airsoft game the next day... no, maybe i wont ... but i dont care about not getting tons of sleep because it might help me get some sleep the night before shipping off to basic training because I will have to try to get to bed early (so i can wake up at like 4 or 5 in the morning, i forget how early they wanted us awake).

Id just like to at least see people before i leave because i wont be back for quite some time... and when I am back it will probably be short and the first few times ill mostly just be seeing family and what not...

so if nothing else you could probably at least stop by, and if it sucks say you need to get home for some reason and Ill be fine, just as long as i get to see some people.

so far i think my list is as follows (excluding assumptions):
Ozzy
Rachel
Annelise
Ashley
» Here is a visual


» jesus!
http://world.guns.ru/sniper/sn46-e.htm

That thing is a monster. Not one for looks, but "it will penetrate two walls of any modern APC at one kilometer range"

You could shoot someone beside an APC from the other side... just imagine when all the satalite imagery and what not can be sent to soldiers and predict where people are, you could get shot while in the middle of a building... You are standing in line in the middle of some huge building complex waiting for god only knows what... and suddenly you here the sound of concrete being blown apart and boom! your brains are gone... this is with that satalite stuff by the way... which i hear is only in testing... and really i dont know that it could find you in the middle of a building unless they had some good angles or a really good heat detecting mechanism to understand who you are... ok so maybe in the middle of a huge building would save you, but soldiers couldn't hide behind walls... not even behind smaller tanks... that's just crazy... and at 15.2mm round 0_o that's bigger then the "beast" .50 cal... so now people who bust a nut at that have to realize that is just a big sniper rifle, this is a tank killer... ok so a barret could lay waste to big trucks and stuff, maybe an APC... but still this is bigger... I guess by only 1/8th of an inch or so but that is quite the differnce considering no one seems to think the .45 is all that big and yet the .50 desert eagle is huge... that's a differnce of 1/20th of an inch and the 9mm is only like a bit more then 1/8th less then a .50 too I think... or maybe I am looking at this ruler wrong...

any way... this is a pretty large calibur rifle
http://world.guns.ru/sniper/sn67-e.htm

If I had money I would commision someone to make it... but if I had money first I would have to make a G11... If I don't have one by the time I get my sign on bonus I will have enough money when I get it and get one built... although it would have to be awesome...

That sucks that they gave up on it... wouldn't be suprised if it was because that it wouldn't take an m16 mag :P (partly, i think Ozzy explained a better reason) But I just read that it was started before east and west joined, and cancelled afterwards, so it might have had something to do with NATO and their ammunition rules...

If they kept working on it, I think pretty much all guns would start to follow that trend...

"When firing the full-auto, the housing moves back and forward during each shot, resulting in moderate rate of fire of some 600 round per minute. But, when firing the three-round bursts, second and third cartridges are feed and fired as soon as the chamber is ready for it, and third bullet leaves the barrel PRIOR to the moment when the housing becomes to its rearward position. This results in wery high rate of fire with three-shots bursts - ca. 2000 rounds per minute. Also, this results in that the actual recoil affects the rifle AFTER the last bullet in the burst is fired."

So if they modified it a bit so that Full-auto could work like 3 round burst... that would be insane... and the fact that the recoil affected the rifle AFTER... that's crazy... you could use 3 round burst and the grouping would be awesome...

"The cartridge propelled the bullet that weights 3.25 gramms, to the 930-960 meters per second."
M16A1: 945m/s (650-750 rounds per minute)
M16A2: 975m/s (800 rounds per minute [only 3 round burst])

So the G11 of friggin awesome... oh, and it had a 45-50round magazine, and the gun held 3 (one active, 2 reserve). I don't know how it stacks up to the G36 but it was lighter and at least 50% more accurate then the giant G3s. Ugh, so much down the drain...

sorry... sorry... i am just kind ofbored, i broke my radiator and now im testing it, running the system with out the computer on... i think i will shower and if it still hasn't leaked ill set every thing back up... Worst case scenario is I have to buy a new radiator but this time I'll get a 1x120mm with a shroud on it that comes with mounting stuff so I don't have to worry as much.

oh, and i went to a party last night and lived, but seriously, i hate it when parents let their kids throw these parties where they know 100% there are drugs and alcohol... i suppose if I had kids who were going to do those things id preffer they do it at home where it would be safer and they wouldnt end up in prison, but if i caught my kids doing that Id scare them to the point where they would be too busy liviing their life because they were too afraid i was gonna kill them to waste it high or drunk... ... a bit of an exageration of course but I don't think I would want my kids doing any of that (no offense to any one who does, but wouldn't you agree that if you had kids you'd preffer them not doing it and being safe and all that if you could choose?)

oh well... off to shower I go.
» heh
I don't know if this was any good, but in one of those about me sections of a webpage i was writing how i need to practice rapping and then said "then you will all fear me, you'll see, I won't be in no spelling bee, Ill be the king, you'll see my bling, the crome on my case and the speakers pumping bass to the beat of the heat coming from my heat sink."

It rhymes... am I on the right track ozzy?
» Vadik's first meal!
http://gallery.greatestjournal.com/thumbnails.php?album=350194

There are plenty of picturse of him eating (i think 14).

I was happy because he wasn't fussy he just went straight for it and began eating right away, so no live food for him, he should be fine with that though. If not, too bad because I don't want to put him in danger.

I got him a 100watt light bulb for heat and it's a night bulb, it is like 10 times darker then the black light, it is just a very faint red light which is cool because that way it is even darker and more heat... i put in a better thermometer and his hot side might be a tad hotter then ideal but it seems to be fine... I just unplugged the heating pad because the thermometer was reading 99F which is too warm (i put the probe on the ground so as to get the temp that the snake is closest to)... but i have a human heating pad under that which i can adjust if i need ot.. and i bet if i removed it the other heating pad wouldnt heat the place up as much (as right now its somewhat restricted because of the human heating pad)

but yeah... so today was awesome... petmart adult fuzzies (thats what i fed him) are 1.39 a piece... TC Reptiles sell about the same thing for .95 cents and are closer by i think, so im going there next time... we saw some of mine grown up and they get big, although we some some buremese (sp?) pythons that were bigger, and some anacondas that were probably still young and yet huge...

The guy who worked there had gross facial hair though... if he shaved he might have looked neat (he was very punkish with somewhat tight jeans that were rolled up to expose his tall boots and just had some tshirt on and stuff, but a gross full beard going on). So I didnt want to talk to him... but yeah, so now i know where to go for mice, not petco and that harmar place is just gross so im not going back there again.

now im giving the snake time to rest and digest... so in like 8-10 days ill feed him again, but not on a saturday because its harder to write on the calander on saturdays... and you arent supposed to feed them on a set schedule unless you are just farming them... well the story goes that feeding them regularly will get them to grow the fastest, but feeding them somewhat randomly simulates wild life because snakes feed more oppurunisticly (spelled that horribly) and I guess it has been shown that feeding them somewhat randomly increases their lifespan.

so yeah, thats my story, very exciting... oh one funny note, when i was done posting the pictures i was gonna check to see if i could link to the album as i did... well i logged out and went to the main page where my pictures were some of the newest, the other newest? Well they happened to be a girl and her guinea pig... i thought that was funny so i told her... maybe its not.. but i think it was.

Watch, now she complains that it was wrong to psot those pictures or to tell her or something and they get deleted or i get kicked of GJPix.com, that would be funny...

oh well, over and out.
» Snake
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My Snake!



He is awesome in his own ways.

So that's what I have been getting all excited about.

LAME!

For those of you who don't know, day of defeat source is a fun video game and at the end of a round if you win you run around and attack the enemy who can't attack back, but if you kill all of them they don't respawn so its fun to kill your teamates if friendly fire is on... well they made it so even if it is on you can't hurt your teamates in that time!

So gay...

bah, ill play it now
» I said this in my head while showering after having sung fett's vette in my head
so its to a similar beat to that in fett's vette

frodo in mordor
is antics make your head sore
and you know that you want more
because you know that you wont bore
but you know thats just old lore
but thats what i live fore
so dont piss me off dawg
or ill summon a balrog

kind of short but i laughed.
» :P at you all
lets see if i can use GJ and forget you about this because GJ is way cooler then LJ and you people are all too lame to understand and convert other people like lame-os
» damn it
well im stuck here until march 21st, how lame... I might try to get a differnt super easy job.. or i might just give plasma just often enough so i dont die... or i might move back to new hope with my mommy but i dont wanna.

fucking lame.

oh well...

life's a bitch i guess *shrugs*

and im going to MSI if I didn't already announce that.

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